Okay okay I admit it. I've been feeling discouraged.
Life seems big and unmanageable right now.
People have failed my expectations
I have failed my expectations
there is so much to do: with missions, with life, with ministry. Sometimes I feel like it's unending.
Today after feeling very disappointed, I was thinking I give up! Really this isn't what "i signed up for"
then I realized: I HAD signed up for this. I have been asking God to do above my (our) abilities then try to fulfill them on my own. How silly!
So today I give up.